Finally, we now have Internet. The people at Sun Broadband don't seem to want to go to our place for the tech visit, so we ended up with Wi-Tribe and they had connection up and running in less than a day. May the universe bless them.
So I was able to land a job that provides free transportation from home to work, and provides unlimited beverage in the pantry. So after years of not drinking much carbonated drinks, I am consuming Coke because it seems to be the only thing that keeps me awake between 3 a.m. to 4. It's weird. And I get to be really perked up again by 4. It's seems like I get I am afflicted bya sleeping disorder during the witching hour.
Having been completelyantisocial independent for over two years, I find it challenging to work with a team. They seem to be really close, and I am the only new person there. The people I know in the company are people in a different team with bigger responsibilities than I do.
And I feel guilty because, while I remember faces quickly, I have problems placing names on faces unless I really like them or I talk to them a lot (which speaks a lot about how little I interact with people). It's not that I don't like them because I find them amusing (at most), but it's just not me to be talking to people I don't know well, and I am not into the habit of saying insipid things over insipid matters for the sake of having a conversation, just for the sake of being in rapport with colleagues because everybody's expecting that. I am not sure if I made sense.
I feel guilty that I still refer to them by my general impressions. Like I said, I have problems remembering names and I place mental notes and name them as such:
So I was able to land a job that provides free transportation from home to work, and provides unlimited beverage in the pantry. So after years of not drinking much carbonated drinks, I am consuming Coke because it seems to be the only thing that keeps me awake between 3 a.m. to 4. It's weird. And I get to be really perked up again by 4. It's seems like I get I am afflicted bya sleeping disorder during the witching hour.
Having been completely
And I feel guilty because, while I remember faces quickly, I have problems placing names on faces unless I really like them or I talk to them a lot (which speaks a lot about how little I interact with people). It's not that I don't like them because I find them amusing (at most), but it's just not me to be talking to people I don't know well, and I am not into the habit of saying insipid things over insipid matters for the sake of having a conversation, just for the sake of being in rapport with colleagues because everybody's expecting that. I am not sure if I made sense.
I feel guilty that I still refer to them by my general impressions. Like I said, I have problems remembering names and I place mental notes and name them as such:
- pre-operation Jinky Pacquiao lookalike
- bad-stare, big-boned lady
- Otep without the long hair (Otep was this talkative guy from my last job who has eerily the same voice as he does)
- dark-skinned kalbo
- dark-skinned guy who seems like kalbo but leaner and with hair
- parang mommy
- et cetera (and so much more that I think would get me into trouble)
So yun na lang muna.
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